I sometimes wrestle with going

where i need and where I want to

Sometimes im just tired or sleepy

And I just dont know what to do

I asked the Lord to lead and guide me

so that I wouldn't continue to go astray

I don't know for others but as for me

Its a struggle I tend to have day to day

I know what I should do and

Yes I know what's right

I know we wrestle not aganist flesh and blood

and yes i know we have to pray and fight

But Lord sometimes I'm tired

and my body gets weak

Sometimes I have so much going on

that I tend to have periods of not getting any sleep

I know when I say I will do something

I should stand by that which I have say

I know when I say I stand for something

I should do that and take for it right away

I have tried to mask myself from

what I know is rightful true

I know I've made myself from understanding

what it is you want me to do.

I know I may run sometimes from you

even though I know I won't get very far

I know I know Lord it doesn't make sense

its like trying to drive a broken car.

So what am I to do or or what am I to say?

I have to much on my plate starting with my mins

and days with all I have to do?

it just seems like a fine line

when my life keeps me running and running

all the time Lord I want to take a stand for you

and I dont want to be like I was in the past

I know I have asked a lot of you

and I know that only what I do for you will Last.

So Lord right here and right now

I proclaim I shall not wear that ol' mask

Reason why.. I now accept and know that my commitment to you

has bound me to my task.

~Elem3ntal Mind